{written by: Carrie}
The best orgasm ever has got to be when I'm high.
It's like I can get off 3 or 4 times in a night when I get stoned. It's amazing! I can sit here on a Friday night alone, with my pipe and my porn and pleasure myself better than any man ever could!
Besides, I hate men right now. I have absolutely 0 desire for sex. I don't want to flirt, I don't want to go on dates, I just want nothing.to.do.with.men. Except for one who I'm becoming more and more fond of as I get to know him. But I think if he tried to hook up with me I would even say no. Ugh. Just don't touch me.
OK so I'm venting. I've been smoking a lot this week, some of you may know why. It's probably not the best thing to do, but thus is life. Only time I don't feel sick or miserable. (OK maybe a little emotional causing me to write blog posts that probably aren't suitable for public) Sometimes I think I'm extremely too open with complete strangers, but I can't help but think there is someone out there who is saying, "Me too."
Anyway, I'm gonna go watch the visualizer on itunes until I pass out.
Peace.
I won't lie...I'm a little worried about you. Is Colorado treating you okay or is it not what you expected? You seem bummed.
ReplyDeleteYou might want to look at my old blog, I made an update. Yeah, I guess you could say I'm a little bummed. xoxo
ReplyDeleteAHHH! I read it and left a comment over there. I also left my e-mail address if you need a friend/advice/help. Let me know! Take care of yourself! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. For reals.
ReplyDeleteThis song made me think of you:
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7V5t9ECZXo
hi, love the blog!! curious though after reading the surveys...what kind of porn you girls like? any website you reccomend?
ReplyDeleteWait... why are you smoking?
ReplyDeleteha.. sorry you've probably already figured that question out by now.
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